Sugar.Honey.Medicine

Well, I have pressed CTRL+A and DELETE for 2 times now. The first time, I managed into the 3rd paragraph. The 2nd time, 2nd paragraph. Thinking of how to make this less philosophical.

and this is the 3rd time…last i wrote until i almost finished the whole post. But i figured i have neslo ice just now. I can afford some late night sleep!

the 4th time…haha…call me anything you want to…

entering medical school in year 2006…we are now 4th year medical students…let me bring you guys back…

oo…you look like a piece of shit! and the guy beside you is the asshole…and haha…that’s the dung that bloody mouth ate…you guys are a cycle!! — of course i never think of any of this…but here are are now…coursemate…bad smelly fat short…we will be together for 5 years…and if luck is not on my side…another 2 years of housemanship…i hope my luck is not that bad until it extend to MO…finger crossing…*praying hard* ya praying everytime before the list of group comes out…

haha~

there we are…wearing oddly…smiling crookedly…staring to know each other…and here go stories…some are attached…then some broke up…ouww…then rumours were flying…

and hey! they are together…intracourse relationship…and ah….it was obvious…they broke up…and there were the so-called curse of medical school intracourse relationship…haha~

then ya…personality-wise…we have our own group of friends…and go for vacation…to each other’s hometown…

but sometimes…occasionally will be together…

and then pooof!! clinical year…tg karang wonderous time…couldn’t understand those that don’t enjoy it…there is really something wrong with those people…like clinical life too much and tg karang is not offereing them that?? probably…nah…hate talking about those people…but tgkarang is so nice that we revisited it…

meeting new people..and my own group some weekend random boozing time…how much fun…

how many good lives you have lived??

but how many good probable good lives you have left behind??

you never touch your piano/violin for a year now?? alwats stuck with the same page of novel for 2 years now??

looking at your phonebook…thinking hey, how long i have never contacted this guy? or this girl? will he still remember me? how is he doing? going back to your own school? but how long you never go back d??

how often you call you family??

do you know which year your sister is in?? i suck as a bro…

and how often you are reading my post and have some random laugh?? and how often you are sitting up late at night thinking back? like what i am doing now….except that i wrote in down…

we learn…we diagnose…we treat…how often we disgnose ourselves??