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i have a dream July 24, 2009

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you see, the first sign of life is the existence of heart beat…in not a very scientific way…actually anything that have respiration is alive…with spontaneous biochemical reaction…well…lets not stray too far…

okay~ the heart beat…and the development of brain…with is the wiring of us…the robot…with a soul…don’t know how that soul comes in…but nevermind…it will not affect the story too much…haha…and the heart is like the electric generator…sort of…like that…that keeps on pumping blood…to every essestial micro/macrochips in the robot…so that they can develop…

in a nutshell…the heart feeds the brain…and the brain dreams/thinks…so, the heart feeds our dreams…

as long as we are alive…we should DREAM!!!

then at this point, i think what i have written is nonsense…but you have read the whole junk of it…=)

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let me listen to your heart

let me listen to your heart

some of us dream of becoming a doctor…and thus…it means that you are still dreaming…not yet awake…until you really become a doctor…then only you will find the reality awaiting you…=) nothing sinister about that emotion…haha…

wanna become doc since small la....

wanna become doc since small la....

some of us just stumbled into this academy…regardless of any stupid/ridiculous/uterus reason behind it…you will soon sleep to dream your own dream when you finally become a doctor…because you are way too tired staying awake…

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i have a dreamhaving this dream…thinking if one day we have finally reach a stage of life…i would like to introduce this idea of setting up a teaching/research hospital funded non-other than the doctors that will be founding the hospital of dream…

starting from acquiring a strategic land…and a charity architect sharing the same dream…designing the perfect dream hospital…and an internal designer visionalise

and the dream environment…

and all the guys is wearing like this...

and all the guys are wearing like this...

hey…huss…huss….no no…not like this…=p

it will have everything you dream of…it is green…it is like your home…so people will recover faster…and it serves sushi!!! haha…

the fund that we will be gathering there…except building this hospital…will be used to venture into several business…so that we will be earning $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ from these ventures…and provide those people that come seeking for various medical attention lowest fees possible…of course…with terms and conditions…

every member of the hospital will be properly trained…to be the best la…how to describe le?? lolz…

and all the female docs are wearing like this...

and all the female docs are wearing like this...

zzzz….defitnitely not what i am dreaming of…now…in the context of this dream hospital…lolz…

as a doc…you can choose to be a permanent one or if you think you can hardly have enough $$$$ to live comfortly…then you can still work in the private sector…the point is to attract every possible souled doctor to work here to serve the demanding patients…

it will be like the government…but you need not to pay RM1…you can choose to donate…any possible thing that the hospital will be requiring…like $$$ to fund a MRI machine…or just 10 syringes…=)) and alcohol swab…that time…i will make sure the students will not steal the alcohol swab…haha…

pheweet!!!!!

pheweet!!!!!

YA LA!!! I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS ALL THIS WHILE LA!!! YOU GOT ME!!

“nope…i did not say anything!!” lolz…

A DREAM TERTIERY TEACHING/RESEARCH HOSPITAL…

what should i name the hospital??

MEESUAHOSPITAL/ MEDICAL CENTER?? MSH?? MSMC??

DREAM HOSPITAL/MEDICAL CENTER?? DH? DMC??

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but having the sexy nurses/docs is a plus plus plus thing as well…for tht will be another attraction…if that is so…i need a comfy on-call room…cuz there is where all the sparks happen…if it is not available…we might have to crash the coma patient room d…lolz…

wink* if you are not naive enough to understand this!!

hrm….DMC sounds nice…lolz…what do you think?? are you in??

staying close to the coast July 18, 2009

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REFLECTION…COURSING BACK…

okay~ i guess i have been kinda sorta maybe or perhaps took the advantage/ wrongly taken the liberty of thinking that this is my blog…it should be a blog about the people in our medical life…

my bad…no one wanna know about me…i should have realized that…like when i was 3 years old??

i am so SO SORRY~

crying makes me older...

crying makes me older...

enough of sarcasm…*some surge of insecurity* really no one wanna know what i am doing and thinking??? ok ok ok…i’ll stop here…

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MERIT??? ANYONE??

so you see, i don’t have any idea what i shoud write here…

there is this recent merit announcement,  mind you, i put here announcement and clarification…why they need us to attend this kinda stupid thing?? why not just put it in the website like they usually did? then they can have another excuse not to be responsible for their mistakesss??

i mean, you don’t have to use macam-tham-last-kali-tu as example or PERINGATAN and keep looking at me when you are talking right?? hahaha~ i mean it is funny…

the number of students will be the same regardless what system of merit you are using…so please stop being so stupidly think that we will be so stupidly believe that’s the reason behind it…the reason of it became clearer that night though as we all finally understand that the reason they are pushing for this new system is they finally realize that their programmes are not receiving enough attention…

ok people…PBL here…

WHAT DID A PROGRAM FAILED TO ACHIEVE THE TARGETED RESULTS?? come on baby~ you know this~

only one reason favoring them…IT IS ALL THE STUDENTS FAULT LA…they just want to study and don’t bother about the activities…they pay for it…but then when we organized it…no one wanna come…so they are wasting money….** never admit it is your fault policy**

hey…you can’t feed a fish a bull right?? unless it is piranha right?? we don’t need to have the brain size of  an ant to realize it…we can even think with my toe nail…and i can get the answer…i should get into the genius club!!

many reasons are behind it…like…the programme is not well planned?? low publicity?? poor announcement?? vision/mission/boring/urgh-what-will-i-do-there activy??

you think yourselves…

so why not instead of stubbornly telescoping into those traditionally OLD activitieslike intusseptionWHY don’t they take the initiative to improvise..to reflect back what has gone wrong?? instead of hurryingly-panickingly-promisingly falsely convincing ownselves that HEY THIS IS A GOOD AND FAIR WAY TO COUNTE THE HOSTEL PROBLEM system???

i know some of you all reading this may not understan dwhat i am trying to say…but never mind…it is yichuan talking…it is normal not to understand me…

i think we should all give up fighting for merit….and concentrate on OUR STUDY…excellence is academic is what it takes to push you out of this hospital and be a good houseman…then…other factors will come and play their role…

what give a F on this right??

haha~

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MINE OR YOURS JOKE??

ok..here is a trivia…i will put it into the other page of collection of stupid things we have said…

J: what is FOS??
T: Factory Outlet Store??
J: shaking her head
Y: come on la..it is J you are talking about?
J: what rhymes with suck??
H: oo!! hahaa~
W: Fuck Own Self??
(everyone laughed…can’t stop…crazily…)
E: oo…J you lost to W d…haha…
J: it is Fuck OR Suck la…
W: = =”’ (realising that she is more superior than J in sampatness accidently)

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REFLECTION

should i keep the identities above annonymous??

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maybe for now…ya…who knows what i might think at the end of this post??? right??

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RE-LIVING 2nd YEAR????

on the way returning from dinner at a seemingly-famous-kanasai-taste-budded-loongy recommended chee cheung  fan at YouLik….we were joking about who is that junior founding the GENIUS CLUB…we all agreed that he is smart..maybe a super darn smart fella…but he is naive…haha…hrm…i am being polite here…haha….well, he is aka  holding a malaysian passport…but wanting to build a malaysian embassy in isreal…haha…medicine is like isreal…please read the history of it…and everything about arab to understand this….

he is a smart-ass…lolz…

then i was saying…i hope we can go back to 2nd year…that was like one of the best medical students year…staying at setapak…eating….boozing…eating…playing…and skipping lectures…hope every year is like 2nd year…

well...HI SECOND YEAR!!

well...HI SECOND YEAR!!

then someone blurted out….to re-live 2nd year?? then we all will need to undergo break up once more?? and if every year is second year…then we will break up every year???

=.=”’      why i never think of that…

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WHEN REFLECTION FAILS…

ok…That J is JEAN….=D~ wuakakKAKA~ evil~

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WHEN YOU ARE FINDING MIDDLE FINGERSSS

oh ya….i found this randomly _|_ pics!!

who is that with _|_ ??

who is that with _|_ ??

and the one on top of kaixian's head???

and the one on top of kaixian's head???

is this the new i-love-you sign??

is this the new i-love-you sign??

one, two...three?? _|_O_|_

one, two...three?? _|_O_|_

no name July 13, 2009

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he is abandoned

he has no name

he looks like 6months old but he is actually at least 2 years old

no one knows his actual age

he is hiv positive

i walked near him

with szewern’s smiley face paper fan in my hand

trying to empathise him

but i stop half-way

knowing that my heart can barely support my emotions

and there are so many of him out there

i walked away, weakened

looking back hearing him crying

no, i don’t feel anything at all

except that i shouldn’t feed him hope

if i am bankrupt of it

just like how window shopping is doing emotional stirs on the sale persons

i am writing this in all small letters with no full stop

because everyone is the same and none of this is coming to an end

it will always be like this

unless we change

we are responsible for this

a sorry world

i have good aim week July 11, 2009

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i am finally getting this…this is a place for me to write all those stupid stuff in my mind…i am so going to set up another page in this blog for my own little crazzzziiee crap!
gotta think of a name for it!! thinking….thinking…thinking….thinking….think! GOT IT!!! NOT  telling….=D

and another page for food!! hahaha…habahaba….lolz…and another name for it….hehe ^^

think back why you smiled.
think again why made you smile.
think what tickled that itsy-bitsy neurone to start a spike.
and think again why you think about it.

….ending up in paediatrics…not bad…this is the week i finally realizing that i am still young and i rock!! WHY??

because..please keep this quiet…shhh~

i found out that i have good aim…here is the senario…the toilet bowl is carely the height of my knee…the size of it…OMG…barely fit alex’s big head when he is 3 months old…and yeah…i have good aim!!! CAN YOU GET IT??

haha~

the point is…by the way…we don’t smile more than when we are still eligible to consult a paediatrician…we have learned how to control our facial muscle…and that is not actually a good thing…and we don’t show much sadness…and any emotion at all…and then blaming any facial nerve paralysis for it?? devervated??

no, to my gang and every one that has seen me wearing that “all babies are evil” t-shirt…including the midwives and patient in the labour room….this is not paediatrics that has gotten in my head talking…

NO~

have we forgotten how to laugh and smile and cry normally? i mean….yeah~ they are crying a hell lot of time…but they are smilling a heaven lot of time…and their mind is just black and white…which is a little bit better than the real world…just a tiny bit…

remember what you want from this life??

can’t believe eating bak kua also can make me having insomnia…pity…


there are the eyes that make you travel inside
this the sight when you looking outside
who i am in this night singing moonlight
this is the song of the night

you fall into the eyes and drown
you want to make it alright, its gone
fight the fight you will never win it right
own the mind you want be fine

who i am singing this moonlight
to you~
who i am trying to be alright
inside~

see the eyes that make drown that night
see the plight that made you blunt inside
can’t you see far ahead
can’t you see far ahead

drawing out myself from sea of shells
only find that everything is bright
there is no wave tonight
only the calm sea, the calm sea

of why i can’t see
it is waiting for me

life as a to-do list July 5, 2009

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IMAGINE…

just imagine~

just imagine~

life as a book filled with to-do list….

blank!!

blank!!

well…there is sure a lot of things to do!! i mean…how many ticks you can get in your life??? and leave how many things in blank?

like this???!!

well…for me…to live a life…is to live with passion…to do what we wants, so that, one day, when we write our own dictionary of success….there will be no REGRET…

REGRET

profound right?

like looking back to our age at 18 years old…FLASHFLASH FLASHBACK BACk~ BAck~Back~back….

=)

DATE SET UP!!

flipping back my book to page 18, when i was 18 years old…there is no picture of me…and all the things to do are left untouched!

speaking of this, have you ever being set up for a date before? or you were setting up your friend for a date? hrmph~ well i got this rumour…RUMOUR oo~ people….that ONE OUR FRIEND…is being set up for a date…with a girl…

REMEMBER IT IS A RUMOUR~ lolz…

can’t deny that i am a little bit envious when i heard of this, amused as well…this is something that is so OLD SCHOOL….until it is ALMOST SO NEW to us in this century…i mean, is this the NEW 18 years olds trick??

well….he was sorta supposed to be with his friends for a so-called gathering BUT unknown to him…they left one by one until he was alone with that gal…lalala~ i guess that is what 18 years old is doing nowadays? haha~

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i should get myself a camera, i miss a lot of moments…and i have to steal pics to put in my blog…how pathetic is that??

ok, this is something i think everyone should do…for at least once in their life~

1. to insert enema on someone’s butt for his/her birthday celebration
2. to wear a dress to a formal event as a guy
3
.  to do a bungee jump…anywhere~

and not end up like this~

and not end up like this~

4. to watch Formula 1 live….anywhere~

gogogo!!!

gogogo!!!

5. go for olympic and world cup opening and closing ceremonies
6. learn how to fly a simple aircraft?
7.  play in the rain in the mud…naked…lolz…

ya~ muz be naked!

ya~ muz be naked!

8.  shave all your hair…every where…and get a tattoo to mark it
9.  dive naked and drown and got saved by a bikini babe/babes (for guys)
10.  wear a paper clothes n nothing else beneath to shop…
11. get into a fight in public and break a bone
12. cook for your loved one…or loved ones…if u have many…=p
13. kiss someone of the same sex if you are heterosexual or kiss someone of the opposite sex if you are homosexual

lolz!! so geeky!! medical students...

lolz!! so geeky!! medical students...

14. to cry out hard and live better after you break up
15. have a blind date!!!
16. date someone older…i mean…really old…at least like 10 years older
17. skydiving!!
18. have an interracial relationship/ sex/ orgy/ whateva !!
19. plant a tree~ for the world and yourself– save the planet people!!
20.  cheat on your best friend and date his/her girlfriend/boyfriend

lolz!!

lolz!!

21.  shout that you still drink breast milk in public
22.  party/celebrate wildly in front of the supporters of the losing team!!
23. visit a psychologist (a sexy one) and date him/her, don’t you think psychologist is SEXY?
24. don’t bath for a week!!! eeewwweeee…
25. steal something…ya…i mean sure!!! DON’T pay for it…and YES!!! DON’T GET CAUGHT!!!
26. get fat!!! REAL FAT and SLIM DOWN…
27.
date someone you really really hate and break up with him/her ok~ since loongy said that i am going to change it to FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR ENEMY AND DUNNO WHAT TO DO!! DILEMMA…and feel helpless about it…then hate yourself…
28. acted in a movie!!!!! OMG~ this is surely a must!!!
29. have sex in public~ lolz…naughty
30. say I LOVE YOU and mean it…

hahaha!!! mean it #@%^$

hahaha!!! mean it #@%^$

31. plant the flowers you wanna give it to her on valentines’ day…OH~ save a lot mannn!!!
32. write a postcard and send it back from somewhere very very very far…
33. burns all the books you have ever read…
34. sing in a concert!!!
35. make a list like this and laugh at yourselves!

more to come…

i dare you!!!!

what a surprise –> analogy July 2, 2009

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i can safely say that today’s topic has nothing to do with the following content.

well, i often start my post by writing a title then build on it….like a builder laying out bricks and cement without looking at the drawing of the architect…but only based on what the future building might be called…WAIT…after i build it…then i might change the name accordingly as well…

so, very often you will see my post with an inappropriately named title…but…who care!?

here is a very sad story,

once upon a time, there was a little dark fella who dreamed all the dreams but talked full of shit…he will tell people he saw stories and stories…but all were a little bit to sore…for the ear to bear with it…then he resorted to write about it…a lot of people was excited about it…but they still need to suffer through all his shit…now like a great wall of words in every page of the book…because they don’t have camera in that era…

i am that guy in 21st century, and i don’t have camera, and i have more shit…=D

who is the sad person? YOU…because you need to eat through all these shit to know what were i eating…eeewwweeee~

i am so sorry you guys really have to explore my shit…i am currently having neck pain…after that night in genting highland celebrating sheekiang’s birthday…

it is like this!

and now you have to see my shitty drawing

and now you have to see my shitty drawing