Sugar.Honey.Medicine

i am finally getting this…this is a place for me to write all those stupid stuff in my mind…i am so going to set up another page in this blog for my own little crazzzziiee crap!
gotta think of a name for it!! thinking….thinking…thinking….thinking….think! GOT IT!!! NOT  telling….=D

and another page for food!! hahaha…habahaba….lolz…and another name for it….hehe ^^

think back why you smiled.
think again why made you smile.
think what tickled that itsy-bitsy neurone to start a spike.
and think again why you think about it.

….ending up in paediatrics…not bad…this is the week i finally realizing that i am still young and i rock!! WHY??

because..please keep this quiet…shhh~

i found out that i have good aim…here is the senario…the toilet bowl is carely the height of my knee…the size of it…OMG…barely fit alex’s big head when he is 3 months old…and yeah…i have good aim!!! CAN YOU GET IT??

haha~

the point is…by the way…we don’t smile more than when we are still eligible to consult a paediatrician…we have learned how to control our facial muscle…and that is not actually a good thing…and we don’t show much sadness…and any emotion at all…and then blaming any facial nerve paralysis for it?? devervated??

no, to my gang and every one that has seen me wearing that “all babies are evil” t-shirt…including the midwives and patient in the labour room….this is not paediatrics that has gotten in my head talking…

NO~

have we forgotten how to laugh and smile and cry normally? i mean….yeah~ they are crying a hell lot of time…but they are smilling a heaven lot of time…and their mind is just black and white…which is a little bit better than the real world…just a tiny bit…

remember what you want from this life??

can’t believe eating bak kua also can make me having insomnia…pity…

there are the eyes that make you travel inside
this the sight when you looking outside
who i am in this night singing moonlight
this is the song of the night

you fall into the eyes and drown
you want to make it alright, its gone
fight the fight you will never win it right
own the mind you want be fine

who i am singing this moonlight
to you~
who i am trying to be alright
inside~

see the eyes that make drown that night
see the plight that made you blunt inside
can’t you see far ahead
can’t you see far ahead

drawing out myself from sea of shells
only find that everything is bright
there is no wave tonight
only the calm sea, the calm sea

of why i can’t see
it is waiting for me